Lyrics “The First One” – Astrid S

I know I shouldn’t say
What I’m bout to say
‘Cause it’s never OK
To go and bring your exes up
No matter what
My second and my third
I hate they got the worst of me
They don’t deserve
The way that I was treatin’ em
I’d lead them onWhen I knew what I was doing
I was stupid I was ruined I was healing
But the healing never happened
And I’m sorry that I did you wrong
To all the ones I ever loved
Never let you in enough
Not your fault I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
To all the ones I ever hurt
Always knew it wouldn’t work
Not your fault I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
There ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah
I just can’t forget some of the words he said
The memories in my bed keep coming back again
Like daggers in my mind yeah
They draw blood all night yeahYeah I know what I been doing
Running through em just to try and catch a feeling
But the feeling never happened
And I’m sorry that I did you wrong
To all the ones I ever loved
Never let you in enough
Not your fault I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
To all the ones I ever hurt
Always knew it wouldn’t work
Not your fault I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
There ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah, yeah
No, there ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah, yeah
Promise that it kills
Every time you send
A picture from a place
You and I used to go
I hope you know
To all the ones I ever loved
Never let you in enough
Not your fault I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
To all the ones I ever hurt
Always knew it wouldn’t work
Not your fault I gave too much
To the first one, to the first one
There ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah, yeah
No, there ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah, yeah
No, there ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah, yeah
No, there ain’t nothing I can do about it
Yeah, yeah…➤ Written by Jason Gill, Justin Tranter, Astrid S & Amy Allen
Produced by Jason Gill
Astrid S | 2019